...due to the inability to think of anything interesting to say.

Still can't, but thought I'd pop my head 'round the door.

Actually, I've been all over the place emotionally. I really do have to be in the right 'mood' for blogging and that particular mood has eluded me for quite a while.

I don't know how people keep their blogs going from day to day. Same as I don't know how TV/radio presenters remain chirpy on a daily basis. How is it that other people don't seem to get low like I do, I ask myself.

Then I ponder on that for a while, come to the conclusion that actually they probably do, it's just a matter of getting the hell on with it and putting up a front. Then I beat myself up a bit for being so inward-looking and pathetic in comparison, try and snap out of it, fail miserably and end up wallowing in my own festering bog of self-pitying bullshit even more.

And so the cycle goes on and on and on...